pressure. stress. and lack of ideas.
i guess i also cry when im really helpless
and when someone pushed me to do SOMETHING I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO
i must learn to persevere more... seriously
ask me to paint, draw, do PS or Ai.. fine.
ask me to design a product. fine
CREATE n MAKE a product. NO.

i do hate making a lamp.
out of nothing.. out of zero knowledge.
out of some stupid useless few weeks of research on lamps.
i still don't get it. i won't get it in a few weeks time.
how to fully understand lighting wiring and lamp in a few weeks.
eat shit.
yes i could, but not with other final projects coming my way besides this one.

i shall quote Kevyn.

Kevyn Leong
Who the fucking hell came up with the theme for Design 2's final this year needs to be shot in the head. There's no way we can produce something functionable while looking aesthetically pleasing at the same time. Lack of raw material, lack of manpower, lack of skills and knowledge in handling these new materials. WE'RE PAYING THOUSANDS TO GET FUCKED.

and Dewei

Aiseu Lee

yalar! people wanna come out with a new product they research for years...and we only have a few weeks for that...furthermore we don't have financial support to produce stuffs which can compare with those in market. even if you wanna send for factory manufacturing...it takes time! how on earth to do mock ups and final if like that! as if mock ups doesn't requires money especially for those like foo bi's, wan zhen's and urs' products.

sorry i'm in my depression n breakdown state.
i shall brighten up this post with something!! wheeeee (;


these are my History A & D project's advertising campaign n reinvention
my group chose Mona Lisa for both works..
takes 1 month plus for the whole project + essay + journal to be completed! (;

above pics are photoshopped by me with the help frm Chia yi
thanks group 3 Leonardo! hope to work wit my mom, Lai again ;D
and my 'sister' Chia yi LOLOL

lastly....

grabbed my lecturer's ass >;]

went for New Moon Take 2 yesterday night.
with Chia Yi and Mintien
yes i do make time for New Moon ;D
this time a fat guy sat behind me again
legs pushing against my chair
but its alright
since he never eeked a sound.

the movie was better this time
because there were no distractions from fucking critisizers
i really appreciate silence in movies! seriously.
if you like making noises in the cinema. don't watch with me.
unless its a funny comedy or something.
still the first movie is much better though. chiayi thought so too.
no sick humours that is purposely created. those are not in the book!

but an exception
out of nowhere silent
the scene where Alice exclaimed that she saw Bella jumping off from a cliff
a woman started guffawing
"AH HAH HAH HAH!!" (like the 'wink' of d laughing woman in MSN)
my god,
the whole cinema KABOOMED with laughter..
i also laugh like shit!!
and i cant stop laughing after that!!
it triggered my laughing nerves..
i cupped my hands to my face... for like 5 minutes..shaking wit laughter

8 more days?
i have CA final poster + journal
and a lamp + journal , cd compilation to create.

i. am. dying.
cry.


this is chiayi's bunny.
boiboi and i 'kicked' her out of her car . . .
and replaced her with the bunny >;]
me loves it! cute

this is remake of TWILIGHT.
the glitter apple is made of resin..
our class assignment..
this is foobi's group apple.
and kate was wearing Twilight tshirt today..
so this great masterpiece is created.

went n watch New Moon...
with rox,boi,ang,kaza,jen,vern,ve
it was a great movie 8/10
but how come i prefer the first movie? 10/10
and i felt that the soundtrack for Twilight is much better
whereas most thinks that the second movie is much better

i think i know why
those two fat asses behind my seat.
keep critisizing the movie the whole freaking time
laughing pathetically at those romantic parts...
laughing at edward..
laughing at jacob...
calling bella a slut... a whore when she told jacob she love him too
(hey u didnt freaking watch the 1st movie nor read the books, i knew from that u asshole!!)
shaking their damn popcorn bucket with a few popcorn left inside...
fat until their legs kena my chair
can imagine how noisy
and they keep cursing n swearing n laughing pathetically...
like the movie can just go dump at the rubbish bin
"what the fuck?" "HAHAHAH"
"fuck????" "HAHAHHAHAHAAH"
"WHAT THE HELL??? AHHAHA"
"he's shining!!!???" HAHAHAHAH
"LIKE THAT ALSO CAN" HAHAHAHAHA

hey if u think the movie is funny, go watch a real comedy please
because i want to see u laugh until u DIE in a comedy
since u already almost died laughing watching a romantic movie.

in the end, after the proposal,
everyone went AWWWWW and clapped.

and this fucking guy.
shouted
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U PEOPLE?" (oh my god...he knows he is a minority rite? )

and roxanne couldnt stand it she shouted back
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE IDIOT BEHIND ME"
and then i added
"shut up la fucker!!"
then he said back
"MAKE ME."

wow serious...
i didnt mean to swear so much
this is the first time im angry DURING a movie.
really frus... FRUS. FRUS.
those two obese guys totally ruined my movie
this movie is really important to me
i would even watch it even its before my finals
i make time for New Moon.. but it was ruined

MUST. WATCH. AGAIN.

this time if there's another replica of him
im going to stab him to death with my blade.
end of story.

been eating around this few days
after visiting the factory, got a text frm my sis..
picking me to eat DAORAE
this is my 2nd time eating here..1st time was with lobhie, sis n fren
it wont fail you.
if other korean restaurants fail u, this one will never (;


slipper sisters.



same soup again. effin delicioussssssss
i wana order the spicy beef soup one but my sis.... );




next night...
went steamboat wit macha machi gang


aftermath

the best durian ice cream ive tasted in a while (;!

nx morning...
went to Jojo's Kitchen wit sis..
famous for Pan Mee...
its even FULL HOUSE in the morning!!!

their tau foo fa damn sedap....i think homemade thts y

spicy herbal soup pan mee. damn nice n healthy! ;D

after that, go meet luse lobhie n machi again

what la machi?

natural cut n criss cut fries

i want alarm clocks tht is soft...
cos mine rosak ... dropped it );

FUNNY PIC. machi look like some monster

wheee

miss. u. will. see. u. when. back.

now... gonna have some good time reading
thanks lobhie for borrowing Eat.Pray.Love.
and my sis for all the R.L Stine's books..
LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEE

(;

BOOOOOMMMMMMMM KABOOOM
changed my blogskin!
yes its from the chick series (;
i dunwana die finding a suitable skin at blogskins
my old skin...
appears to have PHOTOBUCKET EXPIRED images everywhere..
seemed like the designer's photobucket has expired.

BUT. . .
time for a new change
time for miracles! (adam lambert pulak...)

went to metal factory with susanne and lai this morning
they cant help me do my lamp..
no machine tht can cut my geometrical slot
and no three tubes that has my diameter..all fixed
if stainless steel would cost hundreds..so no...
and the man said my design is too complicated to do or fix
and my alu sheet is too thin it cant withstand my wires..
need harder metal

so the conclusion is that my design is too complicated.
susanne thought so too );
its too late.. hAIZ
i'll try doing it using the alu sheet...
see where it goes...
mayb i'll end up not installing wires n bulbs..
for convenience sake..dont make my brain burst anymore!

IM A LAMP MAKER!!!!!
I MAKE MY OWN LAMP.
HAMMER, HOT GLUE GUN, SUPERSUPERGLUE, HUGE BLADE, GLOVES

HERE I COMEEEEEEE (dieded & deaded)